WHAT, WHERE AND WHEN

I am having trouble making decisions about what am I going to do in the next few months. I am saying this because my current job is on the process of quitting. There are many reasons such as low income, not able to compete to other computer related establishments... etc. I am dependent on my current job. All the expenses since I started school was taken from the job. I have mentioned on my other post that I am currently doing school and work at the same time. I don't think that I could be able to stay with my current job while the fact is there is no assurance that this company would for last at least two years. I think, after December the establishment would stop its operation and I don't have any job anymore. If that happens, I possibly quit schooling too. I don't want that to happen. At least I could finish school until March, I wish that I could. I started submitting my CV to different establishments for any IT related jobs. The problem is most companies that I visited are not hiring. They just told me to wait for a couple of months if ever they need another employee. It's not worth waiting at all, but I still have to while I still have more days left on my current job. Yes, I started worrying but not too much. I know that there is a job somewhere for me. I believe that if I seek, I can find. That's an old quote but powerful. Sometimes I felt very frustrated but I used to think positively. "Dream big dreams" that's what someone told me. I think that helped me a lot. Focus on some great things than on small ones. Psychologically, that will help individual to motivate to do something.

So, I have no idea what kind job I may get into. I prefer IT related jobs but if there's nothing, then, I need to sacrifice for my sake. For now, I don't where of course and when would that be. Everything is unclear. I am covered with fogs that I could never see what is going to happen in the future. Well, this is life and it should be that way. Great people in the world reached their achievements through great obstacles in life. If really want to succeed, then, I'll face these obstacles of this life.

WHY NOT DO IT THIS WAY?

Probably, some people who followed my blog noticed that I posted an article which was a complaint about our drawing instructor. That was last semester. We are in second semester now. We've wished not to have him as our drawing instructor again but we got no choice. In the first place, we got no problem about him. He really cared for us - students, guided us on our activities and taught us the proper way considering the cleanliness & neatness. But talking about time management, we can't deny that he used too much time talking of  irrelevant topics than of the subject itself. Nothing was wrong with that but knowing the fact that we entered in his class for the subject, we will not allow that we can get nothing from the subject during the whole period. Most of my classmates hate drawing very much. Logically, we will be pleased if our instructor won't give any activities for us. Even though most student don't like it but of course we won't accept the concept of talking irrelevant topics.

Just last week, in our first meeting, we're having trouble. We had our drawing during 8-9 pm. Prior to that, we had no classes, so we're talking outside not knowing that he was already in the room waiting for us. Three (3) of us was already there. Few minutes after, we heard him talking to one of us and he was mad. We really don't know why. We were only less than minutes late and he told us to go. We were not interested, he said. We had a wonderful night in our first meeting...lol. There are many questions that need to be answered. The fact that we're only students in a government school, we don't have enough power to have a different instructor. We're free but there a lots of things to be considered. We would also consider his part, not just our part. 

It bothered me too, but this time, I came to a conclusion that it was not the most important. Maybe that was a part of my life. It is the reality. If I really want changes, then I'll wait for several years, such thing can't be achieved in a moment. I just hope that something would be better for the sake of the next generation. It will be a great honor for the school when they can produce globally competent professionals. How much more if a student from the school claimed it. That is something that  instructor could  do because they're playing a great role for everyone's success.