IDEAS, EXPERIENCES, WORK, SCHOOL AND FUTURE

I've never taught myself to worry about future but sometimes the reality would force me to. In fact, what I am today, will really affect of who I might become in the future. That is a very simple truth. The struggles about solving problems on Algebra, Physics and Chemistry are just a simple fact of preparing oneself to be a good individual. Majority of students are supported by their parents both morally and financially but some have been supporting themselves to overcome financial problems like me. I have been supporting myself since high school and have finished four (4) years ago. Even at present situation, I still have to sweat not just for me but also for my sister. We didn't expect much from our parents regarding financial aspects because they really need to support our younger siblings and I want to teach myself that something would happen after all these struggles. It's not bad to dream it's just a simple thing that will help me motivate to continue living.

I am very pressured today, there's a long to-do-list and I have thought that I can't bear all these. Yes, life is not easy in general but sometimes I dreamed about being the one who do not even fight for survival. Actually, life is not easy if we try to consider the Creation, after it, man should fight for survival with all his sweat and hardships. I'll just share ideas or just an update about living. I've said that I am pressured because we (our class section) was given a project - a Collections of Softwares which needed ten (10) Compact Disc (CD) and five (5) DVD's. The softwares were provided by our instructor, we'll just need to burn those. In our room, we only have two (2) CD/DVD Writers that are working and we don't have enough much time. Each of us has fifteen (2) CDs/DVDs and it took five (5) minutes and ten (10) minutes, CD and DVD respectively. And we really need to submit the project tomorrow afternoon. I am not done with mine either. I still have my daily routine... work and school. Well, I'm doing fine here and I need to face the real world, no more fantasizing.